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Today I'm grateful for having a roof and a bed to keep me safe and warm.
My favourite thing in the world is laying down in my bed with my plushies. I love being able to lay down, hug my plushies while being warm and slowly falling asleep while I set up my laptop next to me and watch a video.

I'm thankful that I've been given the chance to live so well even in my situation. I have been very ungrateful about this, I've been mean to the people that allow me to live here and I regret it. I've already said sorry but now I'm trying to show I'm sorry with my actions instead of just my words. I'll help around the house more if I can outside of just taking care of my things (even though often I'm not allowed to :() and I'll be kinder to everyone by trying to hold a conversation and looking out for them. Sometimes just saying hi is enough.

I'm grateful I'm allowed to have my cat here and that I have enough to feed her and keep her safe and happy. I love my kitty even though she bites me sometimes. I call it "kissing with teeth"!.

I'm grateful I won't have to suffer through a cold and hard winter. Having this roof over my head is so healpful, I'm so grateful I'm allowed to live in a house where we have no issues during winter and I'm able to stay warm. I'm also glad I can hide under the covers when the loud sounds of the wind and thunder scare me. My cat gets scared of it too so we hide and comfort each other.

I'm grateful I have my faith making me feel safe when I feel lonely and scared. I know I have my God to look after me. He may not be like yours, my version of God is a little different than most because of my more inclusive views, but he is mine and I think he loves me anyways.

I'm thankful for my friends who are always a chat message away to make me laugh and smile. I'm learning to be kinder and I hope they feel it! I want them to feel loved! I love talking to them all day, sometimes I worry they might get tired of me because of how much I talk to them LOL I only have like 4 or 5 people to talk to though so it makes sense why I message the same people over and over so much >_<;

and finally, I'm grateful I have my family to stay with me in this home and I'm happy I can spend another winter with them. It's harder to get through when you're alone, I'm thankful I have people I love to surround myself with.

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On this morning of Tuesday 25th of April, I'm restarting my life.
Something I want to add to my day is gratefulness, so here I'll write about the things I'm thankful for the day.
I'm not the most responsible person ever, I can't promise I'll do this everyday but I'll try. I really do think realizing the things you're lucky to have makes you a happier and kinder person.

Today I am grateful for my mom who gives me so many chances regardless of how much I fuck up. She is the kindest, most selfless person I know and I haven't always been the best person to her. I've taken her for granted way too many times like any child does with their mother, and I feel horrible for doing so even though I'm aware it's a normal thing to happen between family relationships.
We get along quite well nowadays, my mom is always stressed so I don't blame her when she gets annoyed when I want to hang out with her.
Even though she gets mad sometimes like any human, she still loves me and takes care of me which I'm extremely grateful for.
My mom is such a sweet person, she is cheerful and always singing and dancing. I love my mom and I hope she lives for a long time so we can keep hanging out together.

I don't know where I'd be without my mom, she is the best person in my life and she has always been there. I probably would've died a long time ago without her since she was the main support I had back when I was terribly depressed.
I've been trying to become more independent from her lately since I feel like I depend on her way too much, but with how useless I am it's kind of hard!!

I'm thankful for my mom for accepting me just as I am but also motivating me to change, I appreciate a lot when she gives me tough love and tells me the reality of things. I often lose track of how things truly are since I live in my own fictional world most of the time, so when this happens it's an amazing way to get me back to reality and back on track.

I'm grateful for my mom who takes care of everyone regardless of all her troubles, she is so selfless and puts others first all the time. Sometimes I wish she would take better care of herself but I know she is grown and can take her own decisions too. I love my mom because she always goes out of her way to help others even when everything is going against her.

I'm thankful for having such a smart mom who is always interesting in learning new things. I have a mom who loves books and art and I admire her passion for enjoying things many struggle doing. She goes out of her way to learn creative things and she is always good at it even if she is doing it for the first time! she is a natural born artist and I feel like in another life she would've been a famous artist.

I have the best mom in the world who loves animals, music and theatre. I am extremely grateful to have such a good mom and I love her. I hope we spend many more years together (but also apart so we can live our own lives too).

Thank you mom for stopping me and bringing me back to reality when I start self destructing, sometimes I think you're the only one who truly cares about me doing stupid stuff. I know you don't want me to ruin my life, so I'll stop for you and I'll do my best to finish school and get better. I'll take my medication everyday and I'll eat all my meals, I'll get out of bed and tidy up my room a little. I'll do my homework and I'll help with whatever I can even though I'm useless and don't have many skills.

I love you mom and I'm tired of failing you so much. I want to change and be better.

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