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I've been pretty busy drawing, I got sick and stayed in bed for a few days, around 5 and since I opened art trades I did a whole lot of drawing! It was fun and my alien collab got frontpaged in newgrounds, you can see it here but I'll show you the picture anyways. The left alien is made by a nice fellow known as Yaisobog ! He is very talented so please check out his stuff.
so when it comes to life, how have I been doing? I've actually been feeling depressed and sick but thankfully I've had too many distractions to wallow in my misery, instead, I have been hanging out with friends and going to the hospital.
I hanged out with my friends yesterday, we finally finished dungeon meshi and the ending was nos satisfying at all... I'm gonna wait 'til the next season and I'm not gonna spoil myself with the manga, but I thought it was a really good anime! It's been years since I've enjoyed an anime this much, I feel like it was made for me!!! and I'm so in love with laios AAAAA!!!! I love him.
After dungeon meshi, we watched RWBY, it was good! we're like in the first 5 episodes I think and even though they're pretty short I'm enjoying it, it feels dumb with how many clichés are in everything but I'm eating it up! I like the design of ruby too, she seems like the manic pixie girl of your dreams, the silly scene girl, THE girl. I like her though!.
Today I had to go and continue my adventures in the hospital, today was the day I had to get SO MUCH BLOOD DRAWN!! I get tests very often because of my medication but this time the nurse literally had to change from the tiny syringe to a HUGE ONE! it took a rly long time to find a vein and the nurse gave me a little motivational talk when he saw my scars which I appreciate, he was very sweet. oh and I also had to pee in a cup.
After that I took a fat ass nap and now that I've woken up, I'm writing this as I keep watching videos about the early internet and emo culture. Right now I'm watchis this video about the 2000s attitude! very interesting but I'll have to rewatch because it's hard to type and put attention XD. oh yeah, and also when I got home I realized I'm still sick, I never ever get sick so this has me confused!
update on the new puppy: she won't stop biting everything and pissing inside, she also has learned to play with my dog so now they play ALL DAY LONG. they run everywhere and scare the cats, I don't know how they have the energy when it's so hot in here!!
oh and I might put my cat on a diet, she has stopped moving around since the new dog arrived and she has been gaining weight really fast... I'm starting to get worried about her health.
now I gotta get back to drawing, but I feel really weak for some reason so I might just chill for a bit.
thank you for reading, I didn't have much to share today but I still like keeping track of my days.
Bunny divider by kodaswrld in tumblr
New years and first entry ʚ♡ɞ
Jan. 1st, 2025 11:01 pm
Hello, for new years I've decided to start blogging. I don't know how active this site is, but I've always loved blogging and reading blogs. I'm mostly inspired by old live journal entries, the reason I started this one is because I saw that the eddsworld live journal was recovered and thought, "oh that looks like so much fun!" so here I am trying it. I hope someone reads this out there, I really need friends. let's support each others blogs!.
For this new years I had a lot of fun, I spent it with my mom, her boyfriend and my sister. I drank a lot of cola de mono which is a local drink made of milk, cinnamon, other spices, whisky and moonshine, I only got a little tipsy and didn't get a hangover the next day. We ate ceviche, a peruvian dish and listened to loud music. For the countdown we had a bunch of traditions ready, we did a money bowl, we lit 5 candles of different colors, we burn palo santo, lavender and dried orange, we ate 12 grapes and we threw lentils so we could have a good year. after, we danced for a while.
I was really happy that my best friend had a message ready for me wishing me a happy new year ready for as soon as the clock hit 12, it warmed my heart and I'm so happy to have him. He is one of my only friends and he means the world to me, sometimes I wish I had the words to explain how much I adore his existence, he makes me look forward to another day in hopes he'll send me a message or we'll get to hang out. Recently, since I struggle so much with communicating with words out loud, I started writing him letters. My handwriting sucks and so does my grammar, but I put so much love into those letters I hope he can look past that, I want him to know how grateful I am for his friendship, I still can't believe someone like him is friends with such a stupid loser like me.
I got some goals for this upcoming year, they're small and easy to achieve for most but I struggle with this:
- Make at least 1 new friends, hopefully get a friend group
- Start working out or lose weight (hopefully reach 50kg)
- finish school with good grades
- find a way to make money
(check my newgrounds for more art!)
Later, I was able to get 2 hours of sleep. I was extremely anxious all day today for some reason so I couldn't stay quiet so I took a shower really early, brushed my teeth and went back to drawing. I made a lot of progress in the drawing I just showed, that's an old screenshot. I didn't have appetite all day today so I skipped breakfast and ate a small lunch and dinner. My cat has been nervous since we got a new dog for christmas so I got her catnip and she loved it, she was so cute!
I got a lot of plans for 2025, I just can't tell you about them yet! but look forward to them, arighty?
thank you for reading my first entry, I hope you have a lovely year.
(dividers by nicodefresas on tumblr)
