gratefulness day 1: mom

[zombehvamp]

 

On this morning of Tuesday 25th of April, I'm restarting my life.
Something I want to add to my day is gratefulness, so here I'll write about the things I'm thankful for the day.
I'm not the most responsible person ever, I can't promise I'll do this everyday but I'll try. I really do think realizing the things you're lucky to have makes you a happier and kinder person.

Today I am grateful for my mom who gives me so many chances regardless of how much I fuck up. She is the kindest, most selfless person I know and I haven't always been the best person to her. I've taken her for granted way too many times like any child does with their mother, and I feel horrible for doing so even though I'm aware it's a normal thing to happen between family relationships.
We get along quite well nowadays, my mom is always stressed so I don't blame her when she gets annoyed when I want to hang out with her.
Even though she gets mad sometimes like any human, she still loves me and takes care of me which I'm extremely grateful for.
My mom is such a sweet person, she is cheerful and always singing and dancing. I love my mom and I hope she lives for a long time so we can keep hanging out together.

I don't know where I'd be without my mom, she is the best person in my life and she has always been there. I probably would've died a long time ago without her since she was the main support I had back when I was terribly depressed.
I've been trying to become more independent from her lately since I feel like I depend on her way too much, but with how useless I am it's kind of hard!!

I'm thankful for my mom for accepting me just as I am but also motivating me to change, I appreciate a lot when she gives me tough love and tells me the reality of things. I often lose track of how things truly are since I live in my own fictional world most of the time, so when this happens it's an amazing way to get me back to reality and back on track.

I'm grateful for my mom who takes care of everyone regardless of all her troubles, she is so selfless and puts others first all the time. Sometimes I wish she would take better care of herself but I know she is grown and can take her own decisions too. I love my mom because she always goes out of her way to help others even when everything is going against her.

I'm thankful for having such a smart mom who is always interesting in learning new things. I have a mom who loves books and art and I admire her passion for enjoying things many struggle doing. She goes out of her way to learn creative things and she is always good at it even if she is doing it for the first time! she is a natural born artist and I feel like in another life she would've been a famous artist.

I have the best mom in the world who loves animals, music and theatre. I am extremely grateful to have such a good mom and I love her. I hope we spend many more years together (but also apart so we can live our own lives too).

Thank you mom for stopping me and bringing me back to reality when I start self destructing, sometimes I think you're the only one who truly cares about me doing stupid stuff. I know you don't want me to ruin my life, so I'll stop for you and I'll do my best to finish school and get better. I'll take my medication everyday and I'll eat all my meals, I'll get out of bed and tidy up my room a little. I'll do my homework and I'll help with whatever I can even though I'm useless and don't have many skills.

I love you mom and I'm tired of failing you so much. I want to change and be better.

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